Don't Know What To Do

As I lie on the grass looking up at the moon,
Many thoughts cross my mind,
How we met, how you used to look at me,
How I would get tongue-tied whenever I saw you,
But it has all been left behind.

Now I am alone again.

Joy and pain strike my heart at the same moment,
As I glance around and see
The place where we would sit together;
You would keep on talking and I would gaze at you;
The bench under the tree.

Only what's now left is the pain.

You have gone away and refuse to talk to me,
Why - I don't have a clue.
You have left me alone in the darkness,
I feel so helpless like I haven't felt ever before,
I don't know what to do.

There was no aim in my life,
No reason to survive,
Before I saw your eyes;
From darkness it helped me rise.
I loved you with all my heart,
Then why did you depart?
Help me rain, save me rain,
Wash away the unending pain.